Ha... X ske nye... Now my heart cry again! Not da first time n its really hurt!!
Smalam, sorg kwan bek ku gtaw cite sal cane sorg laki yg gaya tuh cam alim giler ah. Dgr ayat2 quran je, nasyid je. Kawan ak nih assistant die lam stu kelab. Sume manyak keje kna wat sme2. Then ad skali tuh kawan ak kna bg die nyer pendrive kt laki tuh! Dlm tergesa2 tuh x smpt nk pesan jgn bukak gmbr2 kt dalam tuh sbb ad gmbr kawan ak tuh x pkai tudung. So, besa je la die sbb igt die x kn bukak la. Nme pown org kte ALIM??? Pastu, akhirnya kawan ak ni taw yg laki tuh bukak die nye gambr!! N it was like da whole world is upside down! Aku yg dgr ni pown leh skit jantung n rse nk nangis... Sanggup die wat cmtu?? Mne pegi ALIM die tuh? X taw ke dosa? Ish, klu ak la, da lme ak cekik die smpai mati!! Hahahaha... Mmg r... Aku x taw r cmne kawan ak tuh face die tiap2 hari nk wat keje sme2. BOYS R NOR 2 B TRUSTED!!! Hate them sooo much.
X ckup ngan tu, dtg lak cite sal sorg laki ni complain bout my voice! Die kte ala2 manja n leh wat laki tergoda! ELLO, is dat my choice to hav diz voice?? Mula2 ak try x nk rse pape sbb rse cam die ad btulnye jgk. Tp lps tuh da rse nk nangis. Ni bkn da first time ad org ckp camtu n I expect i would b ok diz time... But i can't!!! My bezfren, Irfan prnh gtaw sal ni n he advice me me after dat. At least i can accept dat bcoz he iz my bezfren ( Though i cry after dat ). Bukan pilihan ak nk suara camni. Da die camni. Org pernah ckp kasarkn sore tp ak da try da. Aku da try kasarkn bhase ak smpai my own fren hurt! I dun even hav da gut 2 say bad words... But i learn 2 b harsh! Really... Cane nk wat lagi?? Dat's why i hate 2 talk 2 them... Betul kte Nabi SAW. Perempuan bleh menjadi fitnah. N sebab laki ak leh gaduh ngan kawan!! ELLO, is dat really necessary ha?? HATE THEM!!! .. Sumbody tell me wat 2 do!!! Rse berdosa giler! Cane nk wat nih? Bencinye. Perlu ke pkir bnda nih?? Penat la... Rse nk nangis lagi. K Afifah! Janji lps tulih bnda ni sume x nk nangis da. Plez!!! MAK!!! Kak ipah nk blik...
AMIR!! AK SKE PRETENDING??? Ak taw sooner or later ko kn bce blog nih! Tp plez after u read diz, dun even say anything bout dat! I'll juz ok aftr diz...
Btul ke ak ske pretending?? Mksdnye ak ni hipokrit ke? Ap mksd ko ak ske pretending? Mksd ak ni x ikhlas wat pape ke? Ak ske berlakon bek ke? Betul ke?? At first ak x terase langsung! Seryus x kesah. Tp aftr bnda di ats brlaku, ak terpkir blik psl nih. Ak bru taw bodohnye ak bg ko blog ni tuk bce. ak x penah rse nk bg kt org pown blog ni. Mmg ak rse bodoh gle skang. Sori r klu ko terase. Tp jujur ak ckp, klu ak x sbb ak rse ko da minat org len, ak x kn brani nk kawan ngan ko. Ko taw x ap mksd ak "undur dri sblm terlmbt". Mksdnye ak x ske mnimbulkn fitnah n x ske ble boys talked bout me. I even make myself 2 look dumb enough 2 make anybody not even notice me. Myb i not try my best ha?? Sori r klu ko rse ak ske berlakon. Ak mls nk kesah n mls nk pkir. Myb ak x perasan ak nye perangai mmg camtu kot. Myb ko btul. So ak try r ubah pasni. Tp klu x gud enough sory r. Ak bkn bek pown... Ko jgn lak nk rse bad psl nih! Ak ok je.. Ko x slh n ak x mrahkn ko... Chill k! :P
Uish, penat la cmni. Mne nk pkir final, kawan ag... Ckup2 la tmbh prob ak!! PENAT!!! Ilek2, ak akn ok. Xyah da pkir sal bnda nih. MALAS....
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