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Sep 26, 2010

sunyi...

Da lme x update blog. 
Bkn x nk, tp ssah nk cri mse.
Byk bnda ni cite
Tp bnyak sgt smpai x taw nk citer yg mne. 
N mostly bnda2 yg x besh tuk crite...
Kpala otak 24/7 pkir bnda ni n itu... Penat sgt...

Ya Allah, penat sgt duk tmpt bru ni...
Mcm2 bnda nk kna pkir. 
Kna pkir study, kna pkir dri, pkir kwan, pkir perasaan org...
Smpaikn nk mkn pown kna pkir 10 ari! *Ayat Dr. Hamdan* hehe :P

Mnggu ni, sgt truk! 
X taw ap yg truk tp otak penat sgt. 
Jiwa penat sgt!
Smpaikn hari khamis tuh, ak tdo sehari! X bce bku + x stadi pape. 
Alamatnye, mlm jumaat tuh, ak x tdo. Da la ad test pg tuh...
Pejam mata tp kpala x berenti pkir mcm2. 
Menangis sorg2 tgh mlm....Mrh kt dri sndri sbb x mmpu tdo...
Rse sunyi sgt, teringin nk rse pelukan sorg kwn...
Alhamdulillah, dlm kepenatan tuh, ak mmpu bgn sujud...

Kwan2 slalu ckp....
"Jgn rse sunyi, Allah slalu ada n teman d ssi..."
Ak igt itu slalu... n ak cbe igt tuh dlm hati slalu...
Tp kdg2 rse nk rebah gak ngan sume bnda....
InsyaAllah sume akn ok...

Kdang2 klu rse x mmpu ngan keadaan, ak slalu tgk blik dri sndri..
Pkir...
Afifah, knape manja mcm ni. Orang len ad sengsara lagi truk dri kau.
Mcm ni skit pown nk nanges?!

Slh sorg kwn da kehilangan abg tersyg die...
Takziah Iezy...
Sabar yek... Allah sygkn Iezy n family...
Sdeyh tuk die... 
Da la duk jawh kt Mesir time tuh.
Msti die lagi sunyi kt sne.
Ya Allah, dlm hati... 'Alhamdulillah ak msih kt sni. Klu jd pape kt family, ak smpt lari blik. Alhamdulillah...'

Sori kwn2, post cam gloomy skit yek! Huhuhu
Tc sume.... 
Jge dri yek...

Salam...
:D

Sep 10, 2010

Selamat hari raye! :D



Raye thun ni, Alhamdulillah Allah bg pluang sambut lg... Tp x taw perasaannye cmne.
Ad hepi n ad sedih...

Yg sdeyh luh!
Sbb taun ni beraya kt umah skjap jek. Raye ke3 da kna blik kolej blik.
Da la raye ke 3 tuh family wat umah trbuka! 
Huwaaaaaaaa Rse cam nk nanes jek! =(
Sbb taun ni, rye x berhenset! Adoi...
Tu la, cuai lg! Kn selamat jek henset tuh berenang dlm mesin bsuh.... =((
Bknnye ak ni kesah sgt ngan henset tp masalahnye cam x leh hdup kot skang tnpa henset.
Nk cntct dak2 ni psl assignment cmne?? Klu henset tu x prlu, x kesah pown ad ke x.
Da la beli ngan duit sndri... Mcm nk hantuk jek kpala seniri... Kn da pdn ngan muka tuH!
=((
Sdeyh bile pkirkn myb Ramadan ni yg trakhir. 
Mne la taw x pnjg umo... Agpown ase  rugi plak mmbazir2kn bulan pose nih.
Terawih x pnuh pown. 
Berjemaah pown skali je kot. Herm... Pastu, rse cam bkn bln pose plak.
Ye la, bln pose ni, first time smbut kt CUCMS.
Msih nk adapt lg ngan keadaan kt sne. Smpaikn lpe time tuh blan pose. 
Sbuk sgt ngan hal dunia kn....
Semalam ase nk nanes jek bile pkir blik.... T-T
Sdeyh sbb mlm rye ni la die nk dtg selsema + demam.... 

Herm.... *Sigh*

Pastu yg hepi plak la! :)
Hepi sbb Allah bg ksempatan smbut lg....
Hepi sbb Allah bg ksempatan smbut ngan family
Hepi atas segalanya.... Alhamdulillah...
X sbr nk nunggu besok! Huhuhu 
Besok insyaAllah kmi stu family kmpul2. Family ak sgt la bsar....
Spe penah nengok gmbr kt fb tuh leh la paham kot.
Cam bese menu wajib kt dlm umah ni...
Jeng3 :P
Nasi dagang la.... Specialty nenekku..
Huhu Tp taun ni wat rendang jgak...
Besh3!!!! :D

So, Slmat hari raye buwat sume yek... Maapkn slah n slap.
( Mcm kad kt ats ye ucapannye... )
Jgn lupe kt org2 yg x mmpu.
Doakn mreka yek. Lbeyh2 lg saudara mara kte kt Tnh arab sne yg x mmpu nk smbut rye cam kite...
Doakan, moga Allah lndungi mereka dan kita...
Amin....

:D



Sep 9, 2010

to lost sumtin....

Gaya title cam emo je kn?! huhuu
x dek la emo sgt...

Juz 2 3 ari ni, trigt kt sorg sahabat...

It's was hard 2 let u go.
2 know dat someone dat u dearly hold on to went away juz like dat witout a word.
Da day dat i dare 2 do dat thing, i personally think about dat so many times
whether 2 do it or not
whether i am really ready 2 face wat will happen in da future.
n now, everything dat i thought might happen, 
truly happen.
da worst case scenario is happening in front of my eyes

2 lost u is hard.
it's still hard now even it was such a long time 4 me.
but part of me glad 2 lost u.
becoz i can't imagine wat would happen if i lie
i dearly luv u as a fren
a great fren
but diz iz da best 4 us.
4 u n 4 me
i dun want 2 hurt u n i dun want 2 hurt myself.
i dun want 2 lie 2 u n myself...

u r such a great person n i hope u'll b wit sumbody who deserve u....
sumtimes, its hurt 2 think how awkward we r now
but it's ok
da most important is...
we both happy!
:D

p/s: dgn rasminya henset tersyunk berenang dlm mesin bsuh rini.... adeyh!!!!

Sep 4, 2010

Medicing : 1st block

Bru abih 1st block, GENERAL ANATOMY....


Fuhh... *sigh*
Penat eden.
Ni bru 1st block, da ase sesak nafas da yunk...
Ad 3 block ag sem ni. Pasni Physio lak...
Frankly, gerun nih! 
Tkut agt... Even da ad kt umah, kpala kt klej gak.
Pkir cmne la rezut  final block + OSPE
Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Cam nk nanes... 
Tu la, org suh blaja x nk Afifah! Kn da mnyesal...
=(

4get bout it la! Da lpas da... Look 4ward 4 da 2nd block!
DA LA MEN2!!!!!!!!!!!!

HUHUHU 
Da blik ni, msuk keta, abg da tnye siap da, cmne blaja?!
Ak da telan air liur da. X dek ke soklan besh skit abg ak nk tnye... *sigh*
Pastu da smpai kg pown, tetbe kang mak cikku tnye,
CAMNE STADI?!
Adoi... ptong mood! 
Huhuhu
Bg ak, stadi medic, part yg susah tuh part yg kna hold on ngan everything n penat jiwa n raga.
Klu x kuat, x yah la amik medic ye adik2...
:P
Part yg blaja tuh, mmg la susah sbb blaja xdek yg snang.
Klu tnye dak engine kang, diorg pown ckp ssah.
Sme jek... Nme pown blaja.

Doa manyak2 arap rezut xdek la truk... Lulus pown ckup la!
Amin... 
InsyaAllah, ad rezki ad la Afifah.

Senior bru jek briefing psl program
SUNATHON
BASIC LIFE SUPPORT
MEDICAL CHECKUP

Sunathon ni prog femes kt CUCMS
Student akn diajar cmne nk sunat bdak n bwk pegi kg2 yg jmput kami...
Tp bkn sume la bleh msuk.
Kna pegi klas + ad test.
Da lulus test bru la bleh pegi.
Ye r, bnda ni bkn bnda men2. Kang kesian bdak2 tuh!
Hehehe Tp slalunye student x bg ptong, tu kje doc2 la. Kami juz assist doc tu cam jhit2 luka.
Bgus kn?! 1st year da mrasa bnda2 cmni.
Peluang tuh!
Mula2 segan gak nk bg nme, kang org igt len plak. Bnda senditip kot bab2 sunat nih! Huhuhu
Tp pkir blik, x leh da malu2 bnda2 cmni...
Pasni da nk jd doc, kna la profesional kn?! 
HUhuhuhu :P
Ak da bg nme da. Tgk la klu ad rezki dpt la.
InsyaAllah...

Basic Life Support plak cam pertlongan cemas sume tuh. Kitaorg kna blaja n nati ktaorg akn ajr org2 kg sume la.
Medical checkup plak kitaorg akn diajar cara2 nk wat medical checkup mcm amik pressure n test drh.
Sme la,kna amik klas n test.

Nk try msuk! Klu dpt leh dpt manyak xperience! Huhuhuhu 
Agpown thun ni pnye prog, kitaorg akn dhntr ke Sarawak.
xcited! Hehehe Len plak niatnye kn... Hehehe
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