Rooftop rant : Cry Baby...

Today I cry so much.

Crying like a crybaby...

I shouldn't be like this....

Haha

Da tua tp cam bdak!

Ap nangis2 ni....

I'm missing home so much.

This couple of weeks, I keep thinking home.

Since i dream dat 'dream'

What shud I do....

I'm afraid of calls from home.

Am I being selfish if I ask this

I dun want to lose any single of them

Ya Allah.... Kuatkan hati ni.

Ak takut.... 

Kuatkah hati ini?

Jangan Bersedih... :)

Since I can't sleep, my body temp increasing again n I shud wake up early tomorrow morning... @.@"

So! Short entry for my deary friend... :)

"I wanna QUIT this"

Hohoho... Itulah ayat keramat yg rsanya budak medic akan kluarkn spnjg blajar medic. 

Percayalah!

Walau bukan skrang, tp masa akan dtg...

Medic is not such a small thing.

U have to b sure wat r u doing n not doing it without direction...

Before u taking diz step, u hav to think it clearly.

Kadang2 kita buat sebb orang n bukan kta sndri. 

Tapi tu x bermaksud kita x mampu.

Semuanya atas dri sndri.

Sama ada nk atau x nk

Kita bleh plih sndri

Mungkin bnda tuh kta x minat, tp kita bleh blajar menerima


Medic is not everything about studying books to death
Its so much more than that
Lpas blajar teori 2 taun, bergelumang ngan buku n test, 
Kna plak hadapi clinical
Masa ni is not everything bout ur brain
Masa ni soal hati n perasaan jugak
Lpas tuh housemanship
Masa ni brain + hati + perasaan sume ad!
Hohohoho
Klau jenis x kuat, x tahan kna marah, kena herdik kna kritik, 
Huhuhuhu Pndai2 la pkir.
Tapi indahnya semua ni,
kita blajar menghargai
Menghargai Tuhan
Menghargai fmily
Menghargai dri sndri
Menghargai manusia
Menghargai senyuman + ucapan trima kasih manusia
Menghargai hidup...
:)
Indah bila kta menghargai...

Mak slalu cakap,

"Buat kerja jgn separuh jalan..."

*Urgh!! Homesick! T_T* Selingan... :P

Selalu igt kata2 ni. 

Ak pegang kata2 ni... 

Penguat spnjg perjalanan ni...

So, jgnla wat keje separuh jln!

Menyusahkan dri sndri aje...  Huhuhu

Menyenangkan hati ibu bapa tu pahala kn?

Sambil menyenangkan hati parent, bleh jgak blaja senangkan hati dri sndri...

Bukan x mmpu, cuma kita yg x nk terima... :)

Huhuhuhu...

Masa waktu2 krisis dulu, 

Ak pon fkirkan ni.

Da mcm x dek jln ni, baek plih jln laen.

Kalau ikutkan, ak amik medic pon sbb family,

Tp ak lihat bahagian cerahnya medic ni.

Ak cari bnda yg ak minat dlam medic.

Sikit2 kita akan menerima... 

InsyaAllah..

Sedangkan ak sndri x pasti mampu ke buat ni...
Smpai skrg ragu2 lagi Huhuhuhu

Tapi mak cakp, xpelah, Allah da tnjuk jln ni.

Kadang2 kita lari kemana pun, Allah tnjuk kita jln ni...

Allah Maha Mengetahui...

Utk my beloved fren!

Awak tuh bukannya x bleh, cume XNAK!

Padahal lagi le terer dr kta...

InsyaAllah bleh je.

Mulut kita bercakap tu doa, so jgn la doa bnda negatif

Da ckp x bleh, mmg xbleh le jwbnya...

Allah kata, Dia apa yg kita fikir.

So, klau fikir yg negatif je...

Yg negatiflah ikut kita...

B positif!

I'm not that strong either...

So much weaker than u think

So, u will do better!

InsyaAllah... He will show u the right path if u ask Him.

Berdoalah dberi ptunjuk ye! 

Plus, we don't want to lose u.... T_T

P/s : Padahal x taw pon tuan dia akn bace post nih! Hehehehe... 

Special song for u!

p/s: Hai... Besok prog ngan dak Form 5 MRSM Kepala Batas... Aish, wisau lew! Hahahhaa 

Minggu ni mencabar jiwa dan raga! Huwaaaaaaa!

So much things to do 

So much things to think

Plus, my body is so much weaker than I think...

What should I do??!! 

Y dis body is not helping me?? 

T_T

Dear 2012... :)

It's da last day of 2011 and I'm spending it alone.... :)

Errr... Not dat alone! hehehe

Thank God I have cik Farra Comel n Afzan.

Thnk You!!! Thank You so much! <3

Kami #foreveralone.... :P

But I'm ok! Why would i'm thnking to da one dat not thinking?? :D

And Alhamdulillah... everything just fine... 

Erm... Now!

Bowing away to 2011

Saying hi to 2012

:D

Dear 2011, 

Thank you for everything...

For the tears, heartaches and lessons,

For the smiles, laughter and loves,

For all the time I have to endure betrayal

For all the time I learn to forget

For all the time I know what sincerity is

For all pain of losings

For new windows of life

For new loves and friends

For giving me people that never forget to teach and loving me

For every single great people around me

For new world and bless

For changing the old me and giving the better me

For teaching me what life is

For making me smarter

For letting me know which persons worth to be loved

For letting me know who I am and how strong this girl is

For letting me know meaning of faith and Allah SWT

You don't know how much grateful I am for everything

Thank You Allah.... :)

I won't ask more than this... It's da best dat I can get and it's WONDERFUL! :P

Looking away to the wonderful life I left behind... :P

Dear 2012

Please be nice to me.... :)

Anticipating the next stop!!!! :D

I'm starting this year with right leg and BISMILLAH..... :D