Life goes On??

It has been a month n everythng is still da same n nothing is going rite...

Now??

I dun know if can say dat my life is alrite

Looking back, i juz wanna laugh out loud about everythng n wake up from this dream

I wish it is a dream...

I wish i can turn everythng from da start..

But, everythng happen in front of my eyes

I never knew it would happen to me

I never imagine it WOULD HAPPEN to me....

It is funny rite??  

I guess diz happen at da rite time myb??

A big bell juz happen to ring in my life i guess

Time to refresh everythng..

Part of me juz want to shout n being mad to myself...

Part of me juz want to cry all night dat it would b enough for my whole life...

People might see i laugh n smile

But they never knew wat's in my heart

They would never knew...

I'm afraid

Everyday i wake up with thoughts

" Will everythng would b fine today?"

"Will i b fine today?"

"Will my fren b fine?"

"Will i hav to hear another bad news?"

A pathetic way to live rite??

People never imagine how dat matter affect our life

They think we r fine juz by looking on our smile

But they never imagine our heart crying inside...

I wish i can do sumthing... but i can't

Ya Allah, Ya Rabb

I juz want you to give us strength to go through everythng 

U r da mighty dat knows everthing dat we don't....

brOkeN...

When 2 my fav singer + fav song meet...

AWESOMENESS!

Juz a lame entry here... Hehehe... 

Sori! 

:D

To me, its worth to take a look 4 a sec!

Bleh meleleh air mata dgr nih! 

Da lagu lak kna betol ngan ak!

Right on my face!

I luv their voices so much! 

update... update... :P

Da lme x bukak blog, tgk2 ad msg lak. 

Hehehe Aah,... ngah update la ni Ajie!!!! :P Hehehe

Weyh... Rndu korg!!! Rndu Atie n Ajie...

Cmne life korg ek?? Arap sume ok k!

Seminggu blik sni dri Klate da ase cam duk kt neraka...

Atoi...

Bru seminggu! Cmne ak nk than duk sni 4 mnggu lg???

Maaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

Homesick da! X mmpu nk menghadap org2 kt sni da... :(

HAish! Klu bkn sbb pkir mak ayah ni, da lme ak lari taw! 

Haish... SAbor je lah. 

Susah kn bile org x percaya ap yg kita buat n buat diorg pnye conclusion sndri.

Pahit sgt perasaan tuh. 

Nk slahkn org tuh or nk slahkn dri sndri sbb x bg explanation??

Susahnye nk suh org paham kita!!

Susahnye bila mulut ni terkunci jek!!!! 

Da rse penat nk bg explanation smpaikn rse nk bg biar la ap org nk pkir...

Ak demam smpai ase nk mati die leh ckp ak wat2 demam sbb x nk g kem.

Aish, panas jek....

Klu ko kenal diri ni, ko akn tahu ak x wat bnda2 camtuh.

Ko x taw betapa ank dara ni suka hutan sesangt!

:((

Klu demam tuh sikit jek, ak x kesah nk menapak kt hutan tuh! 

Afifah slama ni demam x penah pegi hospital apatah lagi klinik. 

Pandai2 jek tahan smpai sembuh sndri taw! 

Dah klu smpai p emergency hospital tengah2 malam tuh maksudnya...

Hati ni je la paham... :((

MAKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Homesick sgt.... :(

Mak.....

Skang musim Mother's Day kn??

MAK!

HAPPY MOTHER's Day!!!!

Sayang mak dunia akhirat!

Kak Ipah da wat manyak silap kn kt mak??

Slalu wat mak risau...

Time kecik2, ank pompuan mak ni la pling degil kn??

Tp smpai Kak Ipah besar pown mak slalu ad kt situ.

Kadang2 mak hntar Kak Ipah jawh2, tp mak slalu tgk dr jawh kn??

Walaupun mak x ckp, oghe tahu mak nk oghe jd manusia yg baek.

Harap mak tahu, impian yg oghe kejar sekarang, stiap bnda yg oghe wat skang tuk mak, sebab mak...

N saat hati ni berat dgn mcm2 bnda, muka mak yg sejukkn nya....

Dgr suara mak, air mata ni mengalir....

Mekasih mak...

Mekasih mak...

Mekasih mak....

Kesian mak besarkn ank rmai2 ni kn?? Huhuhu

InsyaAllah, ada rexki Allah bg, kitaorg jge mak n ayah smpai ujung usia kitaorg! 

Mak, Ayah, hdup lme2 k!

Jgn tnggal kami....

Ya Allah..... Pnjgkn usia ibubapa ku n jaga lah mereka.....

Bahagiakn kami....

Biarlah Kak Ipah hilang dunia, Kak Ipah x nk hilang Mak ngan Ayah...

Sayang mak n ayah...

Mungkin sekarang ak hilang banyak bnda... satu2 bnda terlepas dr tgn tp Allah bagi anugerah pling besar dlm hidup...

FAMILY....

Alhamdulillah.....

When diz hard heart can't b open to others, 

once I hear ur name, my heart soothen.

As these eyes not even cry when she hurt, 

once I hear ur voice, 

the tears flows like it won't stop

I live for your dreams and your silent prayers...

I remember da night i call u with tears

Crying my heart out to you...

Hearing ur worried voice and ask me to stop crying...

I'm sorry...

Sorry for all my wrongdoings and stupid decisions

Sorry for being a clumsy and immature daughter...

Thank you for raising me

I know that I can't love you how much you love me

I will become a proud daughter...

A daughter dat u can lean on and give u comfort.

I will b ur bestfriend for all my life....

From ur shy and timid daughter dat can't express herself...

Mak... I Love u.....

Kiss and hug from me....

p/s : Asyik teringt muke mak yg majuk sbb ak x nk pkai bju die beli ahad lepas.... hehehe :P

Cute sgt! Sori mak... :P

Hadiah hari ibu??

Wafer coklat, peluk n cium sebelum naek bas... :D