Percaturan Allah kita x tahu hebatnye macammana. So, terima sahaja ap yang ad. Mungkin kita akn hilang sesuatu yang kita sayang, tp mungkin Allah akan kembalikan benda yang kita sayang dalam keadaan yang lebih baek.
Kata-kata ni terlintas di fikiran masa perjalanan ke KL dari Ipoh.
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah
Alhamdulillah
Itu jek yang ak mampu ucap dalam hati.
Betapa ak bersyukur Allah hamparkan perjalanan ni depan mata ak.
Bila jmpe Zara, 2 hari, betapa ak sedar banyak sangat benda yang ak x hargai selama dia ad kat sisi ak.
Ya Allah, betapa beruntungnya ak Kau temukan ak dengan sahabat yg begini... :)
I luv it when she tell me directly when I'm wrong
I luv it when she sound panic asking me what's wrong to me whenever she feel something is not right.
I luv it when she teach me what I'm not good at
I luv it when I'm with her.
I luv it when she knows me in and out.
Bila ak can't control my voice tone, sometimes i tend to raise my voice n sounds angry.
But she knows this and remind me dat straight away at dat time.
She always says, "Jgn la marah!" then make apologetic face as if she's the one did wrong!
Hahaha How cute!
When she said dat, then I realize i'm losing control to my own voice and I have to fix it!
Huhuhuhu
I'm sorry!
It's not my type to yell around when I'm angry.
I'm angry when I stop talking to people.
Dat's me.
She always remind me what I forgot and did wrong.
I luv it when people being honest to me what I did wrong so that I can change that.
She knows me too much that sometimes I'm afraid!
Hahaha
She knows how bad I am as a person or what i'm good at.
When I'm with her, I can be myself as much as I want!
:D
Alhamdulillah...
Allah gifted me with so many great people around me!
"And will provide for him from where he does not expect. And whoever relies upon Allah - then He is sufficient for him. Indeed, Allah will accomplish His purpose. Allah has already set for everything a [decreed] extent."
At-Talaq;3
Masa kt Ipoh, terjumpa junior Tepeng, Syazana n time tuh xtahu nk describe macam mana perasaan.
Happy n at the same time I'm thinking,
'Wah... That's mean, I'm in the same batch as her!'
Embarassing!
Huhuhuhu
But I'm happy to see her again!
Syazana ni budak kelas 413 yang ak penah jage dlu mase still jadi PRS.
Jaga diorg da setahun rasa macam adik sendiri!
Lebih2 lagi girls sebab a few of them stayed in the same wing as me in our dorm.
I miss them!
Bebudak 413! Memories of Eid Celebration.
What made happy at that time is,
Her beautiful face that I miss so much and her shy smile.
She looked so glad to see me at that time!
She looked so happy!
Alhamdulillah...
At least, my presence in this world can make people smile!
I'm more glad and elated to see her!
:D
Memang rasa malu time tuh sebab fikirkan
Ak ni da la senior die dlu.
Tapi sekarang, kami sama batch jek
Dulu masa skolah, xpernah sedetik pon terpikir benda2 mcam ni nk jd dalam hidup.
Baru tersedar, dulu hidup,
selalu sangat pandang ke depan.
X pandang dah ke tepi kanan n belakang.
Macam riak sangat ak hidup dulu!
Ya Allah... Teruknya!
So, sekarang realized,
Hidup da x boleh da nk pandang ke depan saja.
Kena pandang ke kanan sebab kna hargai orang2 yang berjasa pada kita.
Kena pandang ke kiri sbb kna hargai orang2 yang bagi pengajaran pada kita.
Kena pandang ke belakang sebb kena belajar dari kesilapan dan kekuatan kita yang lama
Kena pandang ke depan sebb kena belajar menerima n terus ke depan.
Jangan mengundur, Jangan mengeluh!
Alhamdulillah...
Sekarang tak tahu mana dapat kekuatan.
Ak jadi seorg yang puas hati je ap yg ad depan mata ak.
Bila berjalan jauh2 kat KL tuh, kaki da rse cam lembik,
tapi ak rasa x patut mengeluh.
Ak rasa ramai lagi org yg x bernaseb baek macam ak.
Cuba sangat untuk terima keadaan sekarang.
Semua baek2 saje depan mata ak sekarang.
Cuba sangat x nk mengeluh.
Cuba nk suka benda yang ak benci.
Cuba nak bersangka baek dengan semua org skrg.
Mencuba n berusaha....
:)
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