Without A heart! :)

Somebody asked me is it so hard to tell that u r sad or anythng?? 

Erm... Lme jgk mncri2 knape ak cmni ek?? 

Then I found this song! :)

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain

If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears

Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...

But people ask me why I'm crying...

I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart

So I wouldn't be feeling pain

Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell

But even so, I keep shedding my tears

( People build wall to protect themselves n diz is how i protect myself, teach myself to not hav heart. B cool! :P )

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain

If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears

Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...

But people ask me why I'm crying,

when I'm laughing like this...

I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart

Again today, I can see through your lies

My heart is in so much pain, I'm begging for your help

How can I smile in times like this?

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain

If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears

Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...

But people ask me why I'm crying,

when I'm laughing like this...

I'm without a heart, I can't be in pain

I'm without a heart, I can't be in pain

Let's just laugh, just laugh, just laugh

Please, please let's stop crying now...

Sbnrnye lyric die pnjg agi.

Ak cut2 yg mne yg x brkenaan sbb lgu ni tuk org putus cinta.

Eden x putus cinta! heheehe >.<

It is exactly who I am! :)

Kdg2 bile sdeyh2, susah sgt nk jmpe org.

Ase x nk jmpe org, nk duk sorg2. 

Tp ak xleh duk sorg2 sbb ak taw ak akn sdeyh ag.

So, i prefer to have people around me n not talking about it

n laugh. :)

Sometimes i prefer to b alone n sleep! :P

As much as i hate people ask me why i'm sad,

i love someone juz ask me why i'm not smiling.

I would instantly smile! :D

But u know, i won't say why... :P

Tgk mood la nk cter ke x. :) 

Hehehe pelik kn???

*pompuan mmg pelik! hehe*

Juz like the 1st verse, 

ak tkut klu ak ckp sdeyh, ak tkut air mata mngalir.

Sbb ak jnis pkir, ap2 yg jd pd kta smuanya mindset.

Klu mindset kita positif, everythng would turn out well.

Cube la try, pg2, bgn2 je tdo, trus pkir

"mlsnye hri ni"

Tgklah, ari tuh konpem korg mls smpai mlm.

Klu pg2 pkir positif, senyum2 n pkir 

"today's gonna b fine! :)"

Korg akn rse smuanya smooth jek even ad mslh sana sni.

Tp manusiakn mrncg aje.

Allah SWT yg control hdup kta.

Akn ad bnda brlaku d luar kwln kta.

So, time tuh dri sndri kna tntukn

Nk bnda tuh turn out well 

Or u want it to turn out hell.

:)

Prnh x pkir, knape ad org tnang ajek, tgk muka pown tenang ajek even ad puting beliung ribut petir?? 

Sbb mereka brpgang pd Tuhan!

*this include other religions*

Why people chose to have religion??

Cause they want to rely on something that will make them stronger n help them to b stronger.

They would feel they r not alone when they sad or happy

cause they r not alone.

In Quran, Allah said

"Indeed, those who submit themselves absolutely to GOD alone, while leading a righteous life, will receive their recompense from their Lord; they have nothing to fear, nor will they grieve.[2:112]"

Ni lagu asl, siap ngan translation. Sape2 x mnat kpop myb x suke kot. 

Nice song! :) 

*suke mksd die*

p/s : This post is a reminder to me to teach myself to open up to others a lil bit more... :) n remember that i'm not alone.

I have Allah by my side n my loved ones! :D