Life goes On??

It has been a month n everythng is still da same n nothing is going rite...

Now??

I dun know if can say dat my life is alrite

Looking back, i juz wanna laugh out loud about everythng n wake up from this dream

I wish it is a dream...

I wish i can turn everythng from da start..

But, everythng happen in front of my eyes

I never knew it would happen to me

I never imagine it WOULD HAPPEN to me....

It is funny rite??  

I guess diz happen at da rite time myb??

A big bell juz happen to ring in my life i guess

Time to refresh everythng..

Part of me juz want to shout n being mad to myself...

Part of me juz want to cry all night dat it would b enough for my whole life...

People might see i laugh n smile

But they never knew wat's in my heart

They would never knew...

I'm afraid

Everyday i wake up with thoughts

" Will everythng would b fine today?"

"Will i b fine today?"

"Will my fren b fine?"

"Will i hav to hear another bad news?"

A pathetic way to live rite??

People never imagine how dat matter affect our life

They think we r fine juz by looking on our smile

But they never imagine our heart crying inside...

I wish i can do sumthing... but i can't

Ya Allah, Ya Rabb

I juz want you to give us strength to go through everythng 

U r da mighty dat knows everthing dat we don't....