Am I da wrong one??

I'm really am sorry to all my friend dat I left them without words...

I'm sorry for not answering your questions.

I'ts just dat it was so hard to tell u...

My college akn kluarkn 86 student out of 236 becoz MMC ( Malaysia Medical Council ) will not recognize da college if we do not do dat. 

Dan diorg bg plihan kt kitaorg, 

Tukar course kpd farmasi kt CUCMS

Tukar sem 1 blik for august 2011 intake

Tukar uni ( Taylors, MSU, UniKL, ACMS )

>> p/s : Bdak tajaan nmpknye lgi berisiko sbb JPA n MARA sdia pndhkn student....

After meeting wit parents yesterday, we made decision to stay put.

However, apparently dat's all false hope. 

Korg, ak bkn xnk ckp ngan korg, bkn xnk crite tp ak tkut sgt... Sgt tkut. 

Xtahu nk wat ap...

Klu diorg ikut academic performance, mmg ak rse ak kna sbb rezut ak truk...

AK SGT TAKUT.

Spnjg ak hidup, ni la brita plg gerun penah ak dgr.

Mcm dgr ko kna pecat kerja.

Mcm dgr husband ckp nk cerai.

Lbey krang la... huhuhu

Ak bkn x nk crite kt korg tp ak tkut ak mnangis bile crita kt korg.

Ak tkut air mata mengalir lg....

Ak juz nk korg ade kt sni, pluk ak. Ak x nk ckp pape... 

Bg ak kekuatan... 

Ak bce kta2 korg kt fb pown ak da ngalir air mata.

Inikn plak ko nk suh ak crita bnda ni dr A smpai Z...

X smpt smpai B kot nati...

Ak x kuat...

Ak xtaw nk wat ap skang, xtaw nk pkir ap dah...

Da mcm mayat idup pown ad. 

Da 3 ari demam n x sembuh2 agi.... T_T

X penah lg demam truk cmni.....

Korg, tlonglah, doakn ak... Doakn kwn kau ni. Scebis doa mohon yg terbaek buat ak dan kwn2 kt sni...

Sungguh kami x kuat dah...

Dan Allah je mmpu blas jasa doa2 korg....

InsyaAllah...

If u ask wat i fell rite now...

I'm angry

Frustrated

Helpless

Lonely

Rse geram sgt bile org ckp, berkorbanla, demi org len...

Geram sgt ble org ckp, ko kuar la, ko sng skit...

Geram sgt bile org ckp, tmpt len lg besh, pegi la...

Adeyh, sngnye manusia brckp...

Cube pkir klau korg berada kt tpmt ak.

Cube pkir klu ank korg dperlakukn mcm ni.

Disepak2 suka hati jek....

Tp... Mcm ni la, ak tenangkn hati ngn ckp, Allah jdkn sgalanye ad sebab, ade kebaikannye...

Ya Allah, andai Kau tntukn sesuatu pdku, Ak mohon itu yg trbaek, dunia n akhirat.

Mohon kau kuatkn hatiku ats segalanya....

Kaulah Maha Besar, Maha mengetahui segalanya....

Wat my parents say??

They told me not to worry too much n juz accept wat would happen aftr diz.

They will accept wateva da decision...

To my beloved frens... 

Pah + Nemo + Mice + Wani + Timah + Syaza ....

Thanks a lot for worrying bout me, ask me bout wat happen... It's not dat i dun want to tell u but, u know me rite?? huhuhu.... I luv u all.... All ur words, letters give me strength to go on n cry too! :P ... Thnks a lot.... Wish u were here....

Everyone dat asking me to calm down n b strong, thnks.... 

Tuhan je blas jasa baek korg....

P/s : Klau... ade pndgn yg bernas ap yg patot ak buat, blehla gtaw! huhuhuhu 

x sanggup da nk kna sepak2 suke ati ni...